i m wondering...will u like before that u can easy forget n let go? i think after a month, u mayb will hav another gal bside u...mayb this is the most perfect ending. we have had too much of misunderstandings between us that cannot be cleared, thete arr so much of scars that cannot b healed. as time goes by, our pain will fade awsy n start to get used to it to live without each other. i always imagine if we stil together, will bibi still die? my tears falls again...i miss the days we cook spagetti together, bt seems that v cannot go bak anymore. i can foresee, though v able to patch bak, bt i think v will b havin same mistakes again. let the sadness fade away n keep the hapiness n sweet memories in heart...can i do tht? can i stop thinkin the scars between us? i m in dilemma n having contradict to myself...i m feelin botheted rite nw...i hope i able to let go everything n live in the moutain wif peacegul life wif no trounles...i m tired, very exhaudted.this sem gonna emd soon, there is a lot yo thimk about...i really feel to breakdown n cry, bt can i? nobody knows me. no one...kinda feel greyish to my world nw...if died, wat is the nex world to go on? this is life...